It dawned on me I fumbled last night with my girl.

Made the comment my nails needed to be cut and filed, she told me to grab the stuff and she'd do it. I just laughed.

Later she said my eyebrows needed to be cleaned up. Told me to go grab tweezers and she'd happily do it for me. At this one I was a little offended.

It wasn't until this morning I realized I dropped the ball and have had an aversion to offers like these in the past. Something about my ego tells me no I shouldn't allow me to do these small little tasks. An aversion to being pampered but why not let her?

She would feel happiness in serving me in these small little ways and I must confess this is the first woman I've let style my hair for an event and it felt quite nice, sitting there, having her comb it out, put in product and style it.

It brought her joy and me comfort and I can't for the life of my e understand why I've always turned down offers of such nature in the past.