WTF is this.

18 sentences, 33 she/her. But wait, there is also 13 mention of he/the guy.

We don't need a fucking novel about your ex and this random guy she fucked.

What on earth bro. Your ex said? How long has this shit been playing on your mind.

Your ex girlfriend had sex with a muscular dude. YOU ASKED HER IF HE WAS MUSCULAR

Sounds like you're insecure about your own body. Wow, what can you do about that?

You need to accept these insecurities man you are not always going to be the top person for XYZ. Yeah, women like to fuck hot guys. It sucks. They aren't Disney princesses.

Someone in her past is always going to be more attractive, or richer, or last longer in bed, or be kinkier or something. That doesn't mean you don't check off more boxes but it's completely unreasonable to think you are 10/10 on her #1 on every single trait she's ever come across on any ex.

If it bothers you that much than aspire to grind all those traits to max. Bitching your insecurities and trying to hamster that maybe I was hotter afterall and she was just xyz is dumb cope.

If you want to actually cope go get hotter instead of wish casting or being insecure.

Further, wtf. Is she treating you well? Do you enjoy what she's offering you? If the answer is no leave. No one is holding a gun to your head forcing you to stay with a woman who you don't feel good around because of shit she said.

Your entire issue is one giant cope to avoid feeling potentially uncomfortable and disappointed. The way women thinks sucks some times. Welcome to TheRedPill. Either swallow it and deal with the bitter taste or go live out your fantasy cope some other way.

TheRedPill isn't for everyone. If it's sucks too badly to accept basic RP then stop trying to be or think about RP and go plug yourself back into the matrix or find some Amish farm girl who's never seen a dick before.

You SHOULD have already swallowed this shit if you ever read Michael's Story when you first found TRP. I'm seriously doubting you've ever read it, much less even looked at it.

Part of being red pill and unplugging is swallowing the red pill and getting sick to your stomach and when the taste of vomit is done feeling putrid in your mouth going about living your life and getting xp and making sure you don't have to be or feel like Michael anymore because you have developed realistic expectations or worked hard enough that you can exceed your disappointing expectations as much as realistically possible because women will always have some problem with any guy for any vapid reason

Further, this is insane cope. I've personally and other men on this forum have personally witnessed women being irrationally fixated on men who "aren't hot" because those men give them the masculine experience they're dying for. There or more than enough "hot" men out there who suck in bed or can't keep frame or turn on a woman outside of their looks.

You are unable to see the forest for the trees and mentally masturbating your ass off. I do not think you are cut out for the red pill. You should probably look elsewhere for direction for a couple years if you can't stomach any of this or look past your narrow fixations if isolated characteristics disturb you this strongly.

Notice how you mentioned she's your ex? Who gives a fuck what she's doing now or did back then? Move on.

If he was that great or she was, the would be together. They aren't.

You obviously don't understand women if you think their attraction is based on physical features.women don't think like men.

There's going to be guys out there that have certain things you don't and vice versa.

The chicks you fuck will have fucked other guys. This is something every guy has to deal with. If she doesn't work out there are billions of women out there.

I'm not going to roast you. You definitely need to move on and work on your confidence.