I'd like to start off by pointing out that I'm writing this post primarily as a way of organizing my own thoughts on the matter, but also hoping to hear from more experienced members of the community who might've gone through a similar phase in their RP journey.
Some background first. Spent the last two years focusing on myself and my life. I've had all the "basics" covered throughout pretty much all of my adult life: kept in shape, dressed well, advanced quickly through my educational/professional career etc., but always been a major beta pussy when it comes to women (excluding the times where alcohol helped me grow some balls and actually talk to a living breathing female).
As for my current situation. I'm now slowly getting back into the game: not focusing on it 100% but definitely trying to make a conscious effort to steer my life in the general direction of pussy. I'm now regularly seeing a girl I met online, it's super casual so I guess you could call her an FWB. She's an exchange student in my city and is only going to be here for a limited time, so there's a mutual understanding that this will never be a LTR or anything serious. I wrote about my initial experiences with this chick in a field report a while back (check my profile if you're curious).
As mentioned in the beginning, I've historically always been a typical beta/niceguy, and this behaviour has always manifested itself in one way or another in my previous interactions with women. But it's different with this girl: I've now studied the art of TRP, internalized the entire Sidebar and am applying it all in practice. I'm leading our dates, maintaining a rock-solid frame, dominating her in bed - and she's loving every second of it. I feel like I'm finally internalizing the truth that women are not some fragile little things that need to be cherished and pedestalized - you can talk to them like any other human being, you can tell them what you want to do with them, and what you want them to do for you.
This is what I now understand. But here's the problem. I am by now well aware that approaching women, talking to them, and even asking them out are not "bad" things that should be feared. I'm also now aware of all the opportunities to do this: the cute employee at the local supermarket that always smiles and greets me when I come in at night, or the coffee shop barista that always draws a heart on my cup with a sharpie (talk about an obvious IOI). I see these opportunities, and I even truly believe that some of these girls may be genuinely interested in me. But I don't do anything about it. It's almost like muscle memory, or a bad habit: it's what I've always done. I say "hi" and move on; I get my coffee, say "thanks" and move on. It's both fascinating and frustrating to me that I can be a Gigachad with the chick I'm seeing yet still act like a total beta when living my regular life: be it getting coffee, groceries, or at the gym. And this change sometimes happens within a span of literal minutes/hours.
And so I'm turning to the community for advice. I understand that this is definitely an inner game issue on my part. But I'm having trouble understanding how my beta behaviour is completely gone with this chick, yet it's still manifesting itself in my other daily social situations. I have trouble believing that these two "domains" are really that far apart that confidence built in one would not transfer over to another. I'm curious if anyone else has had similar issues, and how did you overcome them?
Anyway... Thanks for coming to my TED talk! Looking forward to hear what y'all think.
Baron 1w ago
Don't bother. Just find a good woman from Eastern Europe through dowry and be a honourable good man.
Musicgoon78 2 3w ago
For something to become habit you have to consciously do it first. Leap before you look in this case. See a hot chick, Approach and don't even think about it. Do this enough and it will become second nature. Then you will game on autopilot.
redhawkes 2 3w ago
Just to add this in case someone missed it. The four stages of learning.
Unconscious Incompetence – you don't know what you don't know.
Conscious Incompetence – you know what you don't know.
Conscious Competence – you know that you can do it now.
Unconscious Competence – you can do it without thinking about it.
boosted 3w ago
It definitely makes sense when you put this way (both of the above comments). Just as it currently is a "habit" for me to not approach, I need to get to a point where the habit is to do the approach. Also really helps when you split it into the four stages, it's a good reminder that being consciously incompetent is already a start.
EurasianChad 1 3w ago
Agreed with the previous poster, you'll have to soldier through it. I suggest meditation to calm your CNS, and start becoming more present. That way, you can look women in the eye and have no shame.
Also, stop consuming pornographic content or going into interactions with the sole purpose of having sex with the woman you're talking to. This will leak into your body language and come across as anxiety or too much thirst. You want to be able to be present with women so you can also SCREEN if she fits your standards.
Lastly, laugh at yourself. Laugh at her. I do this all the time when I get into random interactions with women. I genuinely find women funny and amusing at the same time. Children in grown ups bodies lmao
boosted 3w ago
Meditation definitely might be a good move here, as I do tend to be on-edge a lot when I'm out and about. Not necessarily due to social anxiety etc. and more to do with just having a bunch of things in the back of my mind, but it does regardless contribute to a certain lack of mental presence in the moment. I'll look into it.
First-light 3w ago
There is no quick fix but as others are saying, keep making small conscious efforts to make changes. Remember you can control your attitude to situations. If you do this regularly, it will become habit and then get wired in, particularly as positive feedback comes form all the other successes you gain in life
MrSupreme 3w ago
Do the stuff that you want done,get used to doing the stuff until it is something you do easily.