Some time ago, I participated in an activity where I was in a group with many women, and I served as the leader of that activity. During this time, I experienced many situations commonly discussed in red pill forums about the ways women test men. These included passive-aggressive behavior, subtle sarcasm, and push-and-pull dynamics (for instance, one woman would suddenly act flirty and then become distant). On the other hand, there was a woman who displayed very feminine behavior toward me—she was my deputy in the group, and she was caring and very supportive of my struggles in managing the team.

As the leader, I tried my best to handle all the challenges, including logistics and complaints (since I was the leader, all grievances were directed at me). However, I didn’t internalize all the complaints because some women gave feedback driven by their own interests, cleverly disguising it as general concerns.

What I want to ask is about certain scenarios where I felt incompetent, particularly in managing people with diverse backgrounds within the group. I did my best, but perhaps due to my limited experience in managing individuals with different personalities, some members saw me as "less capable" as a leader. However, the woman who was my deputy always supported me, saying, “It’s okay; this is a learning process. I can see you learning a lot day by day, and there has been gradual improvement.”

What can I do when I feel incompetent in certain scenarios? I am not married or in a relationship, but I think this could relate to scenarios where, when we have a wife or girlfriend, we might feel incompetent in certain areas. As men, sometimes our pride or ego drives us to always want to appear "proper" and capable of doing everything for women. As additional context, in the scenario I mentioned earlier, some women were always gentle and caring toward me, while others were blunt, as I described before, often testing me.