Hey guys,

Ive decided to do a 30 day streak of no meeting up with girls, no seeing girls, no sex, no hooking up, no porn. To prove to myself Im more than just seeing girls and fucking them, there's more to life. I'm doing this for me. Reason being, I use women to validate myself and feel good

Im currently 2 weeks in today. Its a friday night, as I type this up. Some girls I used to hang out and fuck on a weekly basis, to now no contact at all. I miss them a lot, I really do feel empty (now its telling myself I need girls to feel good)

I feel alone right now, my weak self is telling me to message my girls back and tell them I miss them, but I know that there is no going back now.

How can I get over this lonely feeling, I dont want to remember my girls anymore, I just want to move on to stop the pain