Today I finally decided I wanna use gear. It's been a long process of weighing pros and cons and I've come to the conclusion that the risks are worth it for me. I'm 24, been skinny all my life. I wanna be noticeably muscular in my mid 20s and the only way I can achieve that is by accelerating the process. I'm fine with it shaving a few decades off my lifespan. I've been lifting for a few months and I've made pretty average progress which is obviously very slow naturally.

All that being said I'm pretty overwhelmed when it comes to all the different kinds of AS, hormones and other substances and I was wondering if there's anyone here who started at an age close to mine who could steer me in the right direction in terms of what to choose, cycle frequency etc.